Had the best weekend for a long time coming. It was spent talking about things that didn't make sense, snuggling in bed with Mr Mootie, watching a DVD, spending some quiet time over brunch and wine.
The night is calm and serene. We're all engrossed in our own world, having issues to settle, ways to amend. I wouldn't want to be somewhere else, this time. I'm at peace with myself, in my little dream room, talking to my online diary.
Too many 'lessons learnt' just in the span of a week. I felt the anguish from a friend who suffered the loss of her dear dad. I vented my work stress on a loved one and only through that few minutes of heated exchanges, I realised how much he cared. I realised I could do so much more for myself and others.
The right people meeting at the wrong time, the wrong people meeting at the right time...
We all perceive our love rivals as bitches, sluts, people with flawed characters, but honestly is it really so? How fair are we to judge?
I judged and there was just this unjustified hatred towards them. They are not bad people, we are just all too selfish in this game of love. Struggling to compete, unwilling to let loose.
Don't think I need to go understand them but they do have their respectable qualities as well. Some of which I don't own, and even some I'm trying to achieve. I should really try more to see the good in others. Guess there's no point comparing and pitting myself against them, wherein lies the meaning anyway?
I'm going to read a book and drink hot milo before tucking myself and Lex into bed. I am so hungover from the awesome weekend.
Got news that Armin's playing the sunrise set at Zoukout, which means 5am peepos! Doesn't make a difference anyway since we'll always stay till 7 the least. Hehehe.
It's gonna be a fun fun weekend-- heady with hedonistic pleasures and intoxicated with drunken stupors..
Is it only common for Singaporeans to hate dwelling in others' joy or success? They can't seem to watch without feeling green. If you can't, just try. It'll make the world a better place, and make you a better, happier person.
I'm living in my dream room I'm loving it! Don't know what's happening, the fridge and washing machine broke down at the same time, poor daddy is nagging away. Actually my camera was already spoilt in Europe. I should have told him earlier. Worst time to inform him! Args.
Nights world, am sleeping early. Office work leaves me devoid of a social life.
